im looking forward to summer break. less than 3 weeks. whew!
Rodney and I are doing well, I'm very happy. It's unfortunate that whenever I seem to be happy with something, some of the closest people to me are unhappy.
I know my mom doesn't like Rodney, I knew she wouldn't. The age thing I knew would bother her, but that fact that he isn't a wholesome white boy I knew would bother her more.
My ex was that "perfect" catholic white boy. He's smart, goes to church every week, comes from a nice family, wanted to wait until marriage to have sex...of course my family liked him!
It just hurts that I'm actually being treated well, get taken out on REAL dates, have a healthy relationship where we communicate, and no one seems to want to accept it, let alone try to understand it. Even if I don't 100% agree with something, if it makes one of my friends or loved ones happy, I'm going to try my best to support them, and try to understand it. Eesh!
But it's too be expected. I didn't expect people to understand. I knew my mom wouldn't like him. It sucks not being able to talk about it with my friends and family. I like having a close relationship with my mother. I know thats rare for teenagers to have, so Ive always felt fortunate to have that. I suppose we'll see how this all plays out ...
work tomorrow. oy.