The last entry was not articulated well. Yes, I'm upset and feel a bit shafted, but I know it came across as angsty and spoiled. Alas, it was written very quickly with a headache and without my glasses -- I havent even gone back to read it for fear of what I sound like. haha.
But, despite the craptastic angsty entry, that doesn't mean I take anything back. It's how I feel. And I know things won't really change. So i suppose I will suck it up and deal with it. and do my best. Thats all I can do.
i have a great boyfriend, great friends, and i know my family situation could be awful. Its not bad. Im fortunate. I really am.
end story.